Red Out Loud

I am watching Grey’s Anatomy. My dog is hanging off the side of the couch. We have a new friend joining us this afternoon, Molly, a 2 month old Sheperd mix. I am excited. I am meeting Joanna today, some time soon, to get pictures from her. We shared and have a total of, well who knows, thousands or so. I have not kicked my jet lag, every evening at 10pm I get exhausted, I am starting to sleep later and later, but still feel like I am getting no sleep at all. Going to parties and shows is really weird, I never thought a social gathering would overwhelm me, but it is. I miss Malawi and I keep remembering this weird dream I had there (Malarone induced, I am sure) about leaving midtrip, returning to NYC and then feeling this an urgent need to get back to the village. I kind of feel that way right now. Shocked by the feeling altogether.